Wednesday, March 23, 2011

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A master plan

(Do not go for the header, you do not know how to put)

few months ago that I have some concerns, and concern for the people I have around: it is not showing it in full view day but I really worry about my distance, even those who have only given me a "hello." The thing is simple: I have a person who wants to go beyond what is and overcome their biggest flaw so far is their lack of personality and self-confidence. As I said before I'm not walking people showing affection, and therefore I can not take the little brother to release their fear, use a more personal and, in my opinion, more effective.
But today was something that made me hesitate a little of that project and was the comment of one of the people I love most, "you take advantage of it, you laugh because you think more bacan. My plan is just that, in trouble you with some details of what he says or does, but with a purpose after all: he is at heart a good person, but the fear of what the other does hide. The grace of my jokes is to be able to answer, and has done quite well, as a result has taken part of himself to light and has been strengthened with new people, as he wanted. But instead I made my misinterpretation of someone I want too, and that makes me doubt whether continue or not with this. And, if well that made me upset to note that someone is not good (and in fact it is), but I pass it to advantage of that to be popular or feel bacan ... That hurt. And therefore she had not told anyone because I knew that doing so would think "no, if it counts as pa 'show is super bacan and good person" ... and indeed even that disregards me.
and things like that are cut in a way what you're looking to do for others, and right now I'm almost giving up on so many things I had planned for the mere fact that it can happen again. And I think I thought of many alternatives, some more extreme than others ... but then the waste because they are worth. I believe that nothing worthwhile. Sorry.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

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Dragon Essence

is true can be born only once in their life. And when we see everything before us fails, we want to fund our soul to be born to do it another way, forgetting that little detail.
But that is the experience, learn from those around you and support you every day, and in that respect I value much more than what I imagine to small sections of the race this year, in just a week total earned my affection. Energy, spirit, vitality, emotion, those things that over time we tend to forget and they bring new latent, those things we feel outside until they are old and can not enjoy them. Laughter, teasing, anger and sympathy is something we share and the dish they prepare us at all times, based on good will and empathy, with a seasoning of companionship and loyalty.
Living
many events with them, sharing every moment in their lives, to achieve that unity and stability which we so much desire to meet someone ... is wonderful. They have taught me a lot, and rewarded them with everything I have on hand and a little further, what if it's worth? So do not ask. They are small, have a long way yet (although some do not accept it), but for that I am: assist, advise and support them, support them when they fall and when they can lift themselves. It is the task that I prayed for some time, is the work performance since I understood my pain.

Monday, February 28, 2011

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Unperfectly

"I want to hear this song. I want you to know who I am, I want to know more than others"

had almost forgotten those words. Had set aside that which occurred almost 1 year ago, when I was introduced, when we made contact, I began to know her. It was every night, almost two hours, which chateábamos, and we knew the extent possible by this means. I liked the writing, such as transmitting what was going through your mind and what caused him the things that we talked. He responded the same way.
mentioned some songs I liked, I asked my tastes. He asked me the song that best identified and presented me with the title "Unperfectly" which at first did not understand very well. The first time I heard the track I knew not to distinguish something "different." The second time ... I saw something else: I conveyed sorrow, pain, suffering and total self-giving love at once. May say that "it is normal in a matter of Gothic Rock", but being the subject closest to the identity of her ... something else was in it. And I decided to confirm my doubt, know, see in her eyes that she really was.
I was confused to see that his eyes were opaque and had a twinkle at a time. It was almost as if my assumptions were refuted in record time, and do not know what to think ... until we were alone, a few days later. In one evening I could see inside your heart and see a helpless soul, protected by the joy of continuing to live and to have someone to trust, which gave me a little scared and commitment required. It was when I wanted, when I protected when I lost a month later.
I never regret having helped him to be different, but that event still hurts me every time I hear the song.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

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Another year, Who cares?

That was what I thought before. Until a few days, when I saw the schedule and felt the closeness of my birthday, held this idea that did not matter that I did not mind such success that at the bottom that celebration was a waste of time. And maybe it was not so wrong to what I think now, because I saw in a way happy birthday because it concluded another year of life, because we were closer to death, because it was a year of support as well. My idea was very pessimistic. I think my 19 years were dark, and that day really did not do anything, I just locked myself in the solitude of my room at all, perhaps only to suffer for what had happened almost a month before, and maybe it was the same pain which mixed with the conclusion reached polluting my idea party.
But today was different. I could feel this joy, this change in my mood to see my family come gradually, and even I felt filled me with his presence at my side in the background I changed, I recovered. And I've grown, I can see now. Until recently he was a boy something great, now I'm enjoying big as a child. And much of that I owe to whom I have known with whom I shared, and who have accompanied me throughout this process.
So today is a special day, but it is one more day: it's my birthday. And I've already received almost all healthier for it, some expected, some assumptions, and other unexpected and rewarding otherwise. Because I can still surprise and move with the details that filled me, I rejoice in life. That's why now I want to thank my family has never let me walk alone, they are there to encourage me. To my brothers and sisters, who are fighting with me against an uncertain future, but together we have grown and learned, and these bonds that form us strong. I thank those who were a Once my partners, which eventually made me suffer, mourn and demases, but now I get the memories that make my evenings when I travel and I am to see our memories, which remind me loose an occasional tear, but I show that I grew up, and make me happy. I thank those fleeting things that were with me, and they disappeared as they arrived, but his stay was utilized to the maximum and teaching I have attached to my lifestyle. And a person who is grateful to the last woman I met who helped me in a very important process to return to my self that I can show, and his words to me again the joy and life, and that advance as a gift inadvertently gave me the time I forgot in my imprisonment and are the foundation of my existence, is the joy that I could transmit that joy to me to give back, that joy that I enjoyed making people happy. Like when I asked you to be my partner, or when I competed with you in another competition in which everyone wins laughs and memories, or when we were going to waste time on a breach of talks, memorable moments, from simple walks or outbursts, or perhaps an emotional outburst was an unbridled passion, but those are details that adorn this gift we open together.
So today I thank those who have accompanied me, who greeted me. Because today I say that, contrary to the title, today is a day no more: it is a very special day.