That was what I thought before. Until a few days, when I saw the schedule and felt the closeness of my birthday, held this idea that did not matter that I did not mind such success that at the bottom that celebration was a waste of time. And maybe it was not so wrong to what I think now, because I saw in a way happy birthday because it concluded another year of life, because we were closer to death, because it was a year of support as well. My idea was very pessimistic. I think my 19 years were dark, and that day really did not do anything, I just locked myself in the solitude of my room at all, perhaps only to suffer for what had happened almost a month before, and maybe it was the same pain which mixed with the conclusion reached polluting my idea party.
But today was different. I could feel this joy, this change in my mood to see my family come gradually, and even I felt filled me with his presence at my side in the background I changed, I recovered. And I've grown, I can see now. Until recently he was a boy something great, now I'm enjoying big as a child. And much of that I owe to whom I have known with whom I shared, and who have accompanied me throughout this process.
So today is a special day, but it is one more day: it's my birthday. And I've already received almost all healthier for it, some expected, some assumptions, and other unexpected and rewarding otherwise. Because I can still surprise and move with the details that filled me, I rejoice in life. That's why now I want to thank my family has never let me walk alone, they are there to encourage me. To my brothers and sisters, who are fighting with me against an uncertain future, but together we have grown and learned, and these bonds that form us strong. I thank those who were a Once my partners, which eventually made me suffer, mourn and demases, but now I get the memories that make my evenings when I travel and I am to see our memories, which remind me loose an occasional tear, but I show that I grew up, and make me happy. I thank those fleeting things that were with me, and they disappeared as they arrived, but his stay was utilized to the maximum and teaching I have attached to my lifestyle. And a person who is grateful to the last woman I met who helped me in a very important process to return to my self that I can show, and his words to me again the joy and life, and that advance as a gift inadvertently gave me the time I forgot in my imprisonment and are the foundation of my existence, is the joy that I could transmit that joy to me to give back, that joy that I enjoyed making people happy. Like when I asked you to be my partner, or when I competed with you in another competition in which everyone wins laughs and memories, or when we were going to waste time on a breach of talks, memorable moments, from simple walks or outbursts, or perhaps an emotional outburst was an unbridled passion, but those are details that adorn this gift we open together.
So today I thank those who have accompanied me, who greeted me. Because today I say that, contrary to the title, today is a day no more: it is a very special day.