There are decisions that simply can not be avoided. No harm is no longer an option, it is almost an involuntary issue that goes beyond our love.
Life would be something as simple and easy if we could do what we want, if we could get what we want and be with the person we desire without hurting anyone by the way, but ... unfortunately no longer true. It is a difficult road as referring to right and to love, especially if we make that little mistake is to look at someone who is already committed (a); we become so to us and our interests, while we think of "leaving no the shits. " When I saw that something happened very near me I preferred to let everything take its natural course (but unfortunately it was me who lost), but now I am in the position of the other person and I also see that the thing actually becomes much more delicate.
"Everything would be so easy if you were alone, but when I saw you you were not supposed to" was something I mentioned as we talked, and if you did not hear it, but I regret having to accept that my mind is split between what I want and what should be done.
I have the issue becomes complicated, yet ... something that pushes me to not let it go just like that, but I do not want to intrude on what you have with someone else. She I said, in his words, which was considered a happy person as he was and it was fine now, and I felt helpless and desire, both together, always having her so close and yet far away, is almost identical to the person I wanted to know so long ago, but still only a utopia of books and desperate dreams.
Things may change, maybe not. Do not force him or anything I will advance to the facts, but I do not want to lose it for something that could become a wrong feeling. Nor do I return to live in a dream someone without one, so now I have to let things run their course (aunque. .. well, do not tell).
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