environments for connoisseurs with Debian or Linux in general, this command is more than obvious, but the rest is just say "data / memories / APCF be completely destroyed." Ready, but say it is easy, but ... it is not that it's almost like kill and be reborn, and it has a terrible price.
all this history goes back some years ago during the transition between my basic education and media, and although it was still a bit young for this sort of thing, maybe too much, I felt something special for a girl, mate of course, who could come to consider "my first love" (although many people do not agree to that.) I remember that much of the start of all this was the responsibility of a great friend, my brother died almost 4 months old since his departure. Our relationship began and no more, and went without major problems for about 11 months, but in the last month was when the worst came. It was an October afternoon at the end of the month when I had to stick with three companions to do group work: were I, my girlfriend, my best friend and a companion. For things of life to fellow "x" happens to start a simple game of penance, and my other 2 partners were encouraged to participate while I was writing the work. As they advanced in their game, also advanced in complexity, until you reach a point that I could not tolerate: the mate x told my girlfriend to give him a kiss to my best friend (he did not know she was my girlfriend) . My friend looked at me, came to talk to me asking if I continue or not with this, and I replied "only so far you can forgive." Comrade X, from where he was asked what he thought about it, to which I replied "do whatever they want," relying on the loyalty of my friend spotless. I tried to continue with the report as they continued their game, but could not avoid looking askance at what they were doing it was worse because made increasingly worse. And my eyes came across the fellow x, and I understood what was coming was a great test for her. (I'll say it as it was) He asked my girlfriend to climb on my friend's legs, front (on legs open) and started moving sexually, she did everything almost without hesitation, and added a series of very passionate kisses my friend started schizo, shake it off. That was the moment of greatest pain I had experienced before and, almost without thinking, I ran without being able to take my mind off the situation. I did not realize it rained very hard until my friend stopped me to give me my stuff and cover me with his umbrella, to which I replied with a blow that allowed full of rage that could mourn. Fell, got up and hugged me asking forgiveness for everything, and I could not refuse if it was him who risked our friendship to show the person who was next to me. But at that moment I felt so bad about what had happened that I chose to forgive and return to my house, sheltered by the rain did not stop or break their torrents. I walked slowly, my face and clothes wet and cold, my mind clouded and confused, unable to think of anything that was not that devastating moment when the woman who wanted to betray me before my eyes.
I got home after a long walk and my mom was the first one I saw, hugged me and went to mourn, this time with force and punishment. I took off all your clothes wet, I lay down, and I noticed a high fever that I served as an excuse to stay in bed and able to think, relax and soothe my mind and heart. A few hours later my friend came to know of my state, but asked him for now let me rest and sleep. The next day was my "girlfriend" to apologize to me, and when my mother told me I was here I told him to leave, they would not hear of it, my mom told him not to revisit.
And so the days passed and I started reading some books distract a bit, and reading a rather old title which I do not remember the name, I developed something drastic and effective method to finally overcome what happened, indeed, forget her and what she felt for her, forever. I never wanted to name him again because I never use, but now I can match the command "sudo rm-f", and I did almost the same: out of my mind and heart to her, how she felt about her and everything I do remember. And after a few weeks of applying this method returned to my normal classes, and all were worried about me (which was then one of the most prominent ones and college students, according to my teachers), but something was terribly wrong, and it was that had inhibited my ability to feel. Feelings, emotions, all that was left me, and had lost because of it, APCF (initial), and what I experienced that day. I swore that I erased from my mind than ever, never again to use this method in a situation as much as he wanted.
The following year I met a girl who helped me with their presence to recover what I lost, and I can write you today, and live what I've experienced so far. It's part of my past, yes, but well past it was something that only I could do at that time since no one else could as I could. My ex-girlfriend disappeared since those days and vaguely heard of your life or something or other notable, but I realized I did not care what happened to her, and did not want, and unfortunately still is. I can not hate people, but she has been the closest to my definition of "hate." And sorry to be so.
I got home after a long walk and my mom was the first one I saw, hugged me and went to mourn, this time with force and punishment. I took off all your clothes wet, I lay down, and I noticed a high fever that I served as an excuse to stay in bed and able to think, relax and soothe my mind and heart. A few hours later my friend came to know of my state, but asked him for now let me rest and sleep. The next day was my "girlfriend" to apologize to me, and when my mother told me I was here I told him to leave, they would not hear of it, my mom told him not to revisit.
And so the days passed and I started reading some books distract a bit, and reading a rather old title which I do not remember the name, I developed something drastic and effective method to finally overcome what happened, indeed, forget her and what she felt for her, forever. I never wanted to name him again because I never use, but now I can match the command "sudo rm-f", and I did almost the same: out of my mind and heart to her, how she felt about her and everything I do remember. And after a few weeks of applying this method returned to my normal classes, and all were worried about me (which was then one of the most prominent ones and college students, according to my teachers), but something was terribly wrong, and it was that had inhibited my ability to feel. Feelings, emotions, all that was left me, and had lost because of it, APCF (initial), and what I experienced that day. I swore that I erased from my mind than ever, never again to use this method in a situation as much as he wanted.
The following year I met a girl who helped me with their presence to recover what I lost, and I can write you today, and live what I've experienced so far. It's part of my past, yes, but well past it was something that only I could do at that time since no one else could as I could. My ex-girlfriend disappeared since those days and vaguely heard of your life or something or other notable, but I realized I did not care what happened to her, and did not want, and unfortunately still is. I can not hate people, but she has been the closest to my definition of "hate." And sorry to be so.
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